i’m a creature of habit.
i like stability.
i like being in control of situations, but at the same time i have trouble making plans too far ahead. i change my mind ten times before anything actually happens.
in that past i’ve thought that i was afraid of commitment, but now i realize that when its right, i’m all for it. granted i also like “me” time very much. but i’ve come to realize that when i’m with someone, i want to spend time with them and see them as often as possible. sometimes this is misconstrued as coming on too strong, or clingy. (it’s misconstrued specifically in my own head. to everyone else it’s probably just normal.) i’m not a touchy-feely type person either, but i can be very affectionate with whomever i’m with.. showing my affections through kisses, cuddling and long sigh-riddled hugs.
i love small gestures. really any minor details.. e-mails, text messages even.. calls just to say hi or tell me about something random. hearing “i want to see you”, or an “i’ve missed you” leave me smiling for hours on end. i like to know that i’m being thought of, that i matter enough to think about..
i was looking at my stats earlier today, and i found it funny, the types of searches that lead people here .. like
“mind his braces”
“shirt sniffing”
“hurling”
“head tilt and sideway glance”
and the strangest of them all
“her boyfriend made me orgasm”
yeah.
